curse-of-concept

**READER WARNING** *The following is not written to evoke a sense of sympathy towards the author but rather as an exploration of the authors views and emotions* I don't know what to do anymore. Is it my role in a relationship to inherently care more. I always get sucked into the feelings of bliss only to get spit back out into reality. I feel that I always look for perfection in everyone. I adjust my standards to fit that person. "It is not that strongest species that survve, yet the one that most readily adapts to change" In that perfection I find an element of intimidation. As in am I good enough for this person. I immediately invest a g

Hey All, I'm going through my account realizing I haven't posted anyhting in like forever especailly a journal so I thought I'd get off my keister and hop to it. So to catch you all up on the last 6 months here goes: Great news over the summer I got some money as a grad present to purchase a camera. I saved up all summer to add to that money and purchased a Canon Digital Rebel XT. It's just about the sexiest camera on that market that was in my price range. The lense I got with the camera was an 18-55 f/3.5 and has so far served me quite well. A couple weeks ago to add to my photo repitoire I purchased a new lense. It's a tamron 100-300mm

Oh what's a boy to do just standing here waiting for life to drop him a line. no 7 times is harsh enough to take. But now nothing at all what's up with life that's llike a proverial smack in the face I mean honestly where does this leavce me now. Time to move on there has to be someone out there. New work soon to be up I've been working on it for like 2 months no in class so keep your eyes pealed. It's gonna be amazing wait it out jsut a bit longer.